You thought you knew...

minirockerchick @ 2005-10-29T12:39:00

2005-10-29T16:39:12Z

OU

aka...things are about to get crazy

minirockerchick @ 2005-08-31T15:52:00

2005-08-31T19:52:22Z

BACK AT OU

Life is good

minirockerchick @ 2005-07-19T22:08:00

2005-07-20T05:11:25Z

well i'm too buzzed to write in this journal right now so i'll just copy what i told to Laura!! :)

basically tonight was hilarious...one of the neighborhood-lady-bunko club nights...but we actually didn't play this time...read on

: HAHA! I was in a limo with 12 other drunken women, boozin on all kinds of wine and champagne...singing to 80s songs...driving through town the looooonnnng way!
: yeah we didn't endup playing
: we just sat around this woman's AMAZING house...poolside...eating chocolate covered strawberries and drinking wine...
: then the limo ride home was even better!
: this 57 year old named Jan...crazy bia she is!...and I hollered at 3 guys ...all in hot red trucks! OOOoooooohhhhhhHHHHH yah! and they followed us home
: that is until they realized that she was 57! hehe
: it was amazing
: quality mother daughter time!

hope your night was grand as well! i'm gonna hit the hay! big day tomorrow! MUAH!

minirockerchick @ 2005-06-06T21:58:00

2005-06-07T02:10:10Z

I'm sitting in the Donkey with six of my favorite friends and I just realized that it is the second to last day that I am going to see them. I just realized how we've grown up to. I've been literally on my own for a long time. and I've been living with these people and succeeding in life. I just took an Econ final today and I think it went well. These girls are beautiful and fun and unique and everything. And it's amazing how much we have grown up...we're actually adults now.

I hope my parents are ready to let me continue to be an adult when I get home.

Alright ... we're being way too loud in this little coffee shop of ours! and I love it!

minirockerchick @ 2005-06-05T20:10:00

2005-06-06T00:21:56Z

OMG I've been studying for 7 hours straight...and I'm ready to cut a B8tch...lol...like Adam said!

ok time to go shower and study MORE!!!

Random thoughts of kindness

2005-05-25T16:08:19Z

"So quiet, another wasted night the television steals the conversation. Exhale, another wasted breath, again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me you're just feeling tired. Cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break. Out of touch, out of time. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cause I can't read your rolling eyes. Out of touch, are we out of time?"

It's been a Dashboard week.

Last night I went to the Donkey and did a little econ and hung out with Laura. She and I are such a little punk rock pair and I love it. "Out of touch, are we out of time?" Good lyric. Then Em and Jen came up and we just bullshitted Sex in the City style, the four of us, and listened to open-mic "poetry"...I think that you can only try to make things so deep so many times until everyone sounds like they're trying too hard and nothing is original anymore. So we played Euchre and laura and I got euchred like 3 times in a row because I decided to just call it was, anything it was...and then we finally got kicked out at 1am...and I took home my mug because I'm in love with it. It's amazing...and tall, and glass...and reminds me of amazingly chill times at the Donkey! :)

"I won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone, but I could be gone too!"

I've been talking to people from home a lot...again, split minded on coming home.
I can't believe that my first year of college is over. I hope my parents are ready for me...I've changed a lot.

I can't wait to find a coffee shop to call my own at home...the Donkey is my place on campus.
Starbucks seems to be many peoples' coffee shop...Tru Love Cafe would have been a good one...but as we all know it shut down. Em asked me and Laura last night "Why do you get up in the morning?" That was pretty Deep yo.

Why do I get up?
I think it changes everyday...I want to learn, interact, pray, be ... basically any and all of the above. I don't think there is a particular person that I wake up every morning for. I get up every morning to participate in the sociailzed system of the university. I also get up every day because I enjoy being alive.

"Insecurity is about as useful as trying to put the pin back in the grenade."

OH NO! I just found out my friend is going to work at an Abercrombie Warehouse instead of Pac Sun...what is the world coming to?
Anyway, I'm going to write my article for the paper now. Have a great day anyone.

minirockerchick @ 2005-05-23T15:31:00

2005-05-23T19:44:14Z

learning to play Blackbird by the Beatles

minirockerchick @ 2005-05-11T00:46:00

2005-05-11T04:57:43Z

Today was a great day. I actually went to all of my classes...surprisingly did a great job on the Poly Sci test. I've been feeling pretty precarious lately and tonight was just the night i needed. Greek Week has been crazy and we have a social every night but I stayed in tonight to do work and actually caught of with my boys ... and LOVED it! I missed talking to Craig... the Starting Line CD was released today and so we listened to it pronto and just kicked it in his room for about 2 hours...talking about everything and I had not laughed that hard for a long time...apparently I'm a hick and he's afraid of hugs. Hmm...funny story actually. Then I looked through all his cd's absentmindedly giving my opinion on each and how i just ... don't see that one as one you'd listen to ... and I happened to find a dead crinkled up spider in the case of the Shins...so i show him and we have a moment about how weird it is, then he decides he should really put it in my hair...NO! So I told him I'd pour my 7UP in his shoes if he did it.

I poured 7UP in his shoes.

It was marvelous and I meant business!! :)

Anyway, then I caught up with my other Craig, Rob and Matt. It was a great night...I missed my boys! Well, I've got lots to do tomorrow morning...so this'll be a short entry... :)

"Every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it! Now can you feel it?"
-Alanis...she's brutal ain't she.

Oh and PS...I'm excited to see all you Cali people! only like 30 more days!
and I'll miss you all my Ohio LoVeRs!!! MUAH...GooDNiGhT!

minirockerchick @ 2005-04-21T14:21:00

2005-04-21T18:24:25Z

today is another one of those productive days.

I went to two of my three classes today

called five places about internships

"You came, you saw, you conquered..." thanks Incubus

finally joined ebay

got confirmation on concert tickets

wrote four letters

updated my resume

started writing a wedding invitation

and now I plan to write a few papers

It's Snowing!!!

2005-01-19T20:23:08Z

college is an interesting place.

I LOVE COLLEGE...especially here...it's GORGEOUS and snowing like no other! It's gorgeous...and chilly cold! So this quarter I am swearing off guys...at least guys who want to be serious. Cuz honestly...I've got enough guy friends and it's just too hard to have a boyfriend right now. Especially one who wants to fool around with other people and decides to be just friends again with you but doesn't tell you for 3 weeks...3 weeks of confusion, mixed messages, and other girls. FUCK HIM!
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/ *ahem*
/ *not bitter...i've already said my piece and thrown him out*
/ *just surprised to find out he was such an asshole*
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/ *people change a lot in college*

I have really found in college that it is ok not to take crap from people. It is alright to fully say what is on your mind. However, it is also ok to remain reserved and to feel uncomfortable around people. It's going to happen a lot. I've also found that it's important to realize that people are different and they WILL ALL get on your nerves every once in a while...but it is because we're all different that we are such good friends. I've also discovered how important it is to stay true to yourself and not to lose yourself or stop discovering yourself in college. absolutely... I was losing myself this quarter.

The girls I hang out are interesting...they are very superficial sometimes...some of them. I can tell they were all in the "in crowd" at their highschools. and for good reason...they're all bubbly, energetic, pretty, blonde, perfectly nice with a dangerous side. They're confident, flirtatious...friendly...everything! They're good friends and I know they've got my back...and ofcourse I have theirs. It's knowing how I don't fit in so well that I find my strenghth and realize how important it is to stay ME and not become THEM...because if I did...i would be pretending...which is a.) not worth it and b.) not me

don't get me wrong, i love them, have fun with them, we have good times, great memories...but I stopped going to church and started worrying about my weight constantly...

Keep in mind that all my friends are like size 0, 2, and 4s

so it was a bit challenging...but I decided that I just need to keep focusing on school... and not get wrapped up in images so much.

but now i'm going to the gym to work up a little sweat and then it's off to the GAVIN DEGRAW CONCERT TONIGHT!!!

Sometimes you just gotta do your own thing

2005-01-08T15:53:11Z

I'm back to OU and loving every minute of it! It was even better coming back this time because everyone knows eachother already and we missed eachother...and now we're all having an absolutely wonderful time! Or at least I am

although last night was rough...and I punked out on my girls and didn't go to the Delts afterhours...but i had SO MUCH FUN playing truth or dare and spin the bottle! haha...Bryant was such a P.I.M.P.!!! and there was this guy named like Chesney...and he was sloppy and no one wanted to kiss him

but it was freakin awesome! and i got SO sloshd...I drank a full glass of vodka and then a bottle of 7up! sick...is pretty much all i was feeling afterthat! I was also a bit in need of some love cuz adam and aren't super right now...i wish it could be like last quarter. We're both just frustrated with eachother i think...cuz we both want what we had last quarter.

but that book is shouting "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU!"

and I admit I am not attracted to him quite like first quarter either...I'm not a big settler either...always on the move

So long story short...i got way drunk...taught myself a lesson and passed out in my bed around 12...after actualy being very responsible about my health...making sure I stayed awake for a while and ate some ritz crackers and drank water...yay for me and my drunkass responsibility!

so now i'm having an awesomemorning...talking to antolin onine and sitting in my comfy bed propped up with pillows...trying to convince mom to let me go to Florida springbreak!

love you all...

this whole myspace thing

2004-12-27T00:09:05Z

Ok so seriously...I am in a dilemma

MySpace has currently been taking over many of my friends' lives. I don't get it. It just seems like an easy way to stalk people you don't know and to be stalked. YOU STALKERS! However...I did ... think about joining...BUT just for a minute-then I quickly reminded myself of the pointlessness of it.

sheer pointlessness and boredom.

No one should spend their time on the computer checking out who's hot and who's not. like that hot or not website. PEOPLE get LIVES! Plus... you can ask/apply to be friends with people for the sole reason that they are attractive to you.

mmm...I know I know, some of you crazed my-spacers know most of the people who are your friends...that's valuable. However, this stupid program is ruining the self-respect and good ol fashioned conversation time for the rest of us charming individuals.

holy sh*t...my mom just said that she wasn't "jiggy with" something
...that also should not be done!

Merry Christmas everyone!
Happy Channukka!
Happy Christmahannukwanzaka!

!!! aWeSoMe DaY !!!

2004-12-08T19:35:31Z

Just decorated the christmas tree...and our house...and i'm about to tackle my room...and the christmas music is BaNgIn! and boomin...

YAY! This moment could be described as one of my happiest this week!!! Other than getting the most exciting news of Fia coming home sooner than expected! YEHAW! anyway...I got my grades! WOOHOO

and YESHA...YESHASHA

and i did way better than expected! I'm so excited...here's the rundown!

French 211...B+
History 123..A
I-Art 117....A
Journ 133....A-

YAYAYAYAY I'm way stoked and now it's time to do my nails and celebrate!
Hope all y'all did well too!

listen to "Planet Claire" by the FooFighters...better yet, download all the songs with your names in them

it's more fun than you think!

RoCk On My FeLLoW rockers! and go to Twisted Christmas tomorrow! SO TOTALLY RAD

Happy Holidays

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"Natty, not just your brew
It's your crew
So pass it around
And don't you frown
Cuz yeast and whey
Will save the day!"

on the subject of songs...

2004-11-19T15:27:50Z

I have been introduced to the sexiest song in the world by Lisa the other day! It's "Fever" done by Micheal Buble!
O YEAH!
download it...you know you wanna!

anyways, it gives me the chills every time...aka now

another fun, dancey song to download is "Tilt ya Head Back" by: Christina Aguilara and Nelly
another one that Josh told me about was "Neon" by John Mayer...pretty sure this one's not a secret tho

Oooo yeah!

um..it's really beautiful out here in Ohio at the moment...all misty and warm and yet raining still!
and i just finished my J133 final.

Todays' theme is History 123...modernity
Kevin and I are going to study our little butts off!

so i was going to study more last night but i was a bit tired so around 7:30 I say...I'll just go take a quick lil nap...4 an hour or 2 or so... or that's what I thought until I woke up this morning at 6:45! YAY for sleep!!! Can't wait to sleep on a bed wider than a refrigerator!

I'm in such a great mood!!!

Don't do facebook!!! You'll Get Stalked!

"...but then again cell phones give you cancer so really it doesn't matter does it?"
-Eva (aka my awesome roommate!)

"What a lovely way to burn"
-Micheal Buble

minirockerchick @ 2004-11-19T09:54:00

2004-11-19T15:18:48Z

I want to go dance in the rain...
Light as air...it's raining outside and the pavement is sparkling!
I want to climb a really high tree and watch Adam play football and then go play in the leaves and "danse avec les grenouilles avec Becca!"

REJOICE PEOPLE

My JOURNALISM 133 FINAL IS OVER!!! REJOICE!!!!!!!!! I will really be rejoicing tomorrow around 4 O'clock! after my history 123 final.

REJOICE!!!!

I go back to my beloved Cali in 4 days! We're drinkin wine in celebration tonight! LIFE IS GOOD!
I'm gonna miss Ohio though and it's beautiful rustic horizons everyday. I know I won't be saying this come January and February though...when it'll be freakin 20 below and slushie! But there will always be

a little love from Jack Black people:

"

Spiderman spiderman, does whatever a spider can
is he strong, listen bud, he got the radioacterblughtr...?
hey hey there goes spiderman
is he strong, listen bud, he got the radionafterbluhhr...?
hey hey yeah sisyspringsdlki...take a look over here yeah, there goes the spiderman!
david dark comin at him ...he's got f*ckin ultimate fighter championship moves
here comes spidey, he's not f*ckin really spidey
his moves didn't work Bcuz he's f*cking spidey
spiderman, doesn't look right, he looks likes cheap ass
spidey wearin Nike shoes, I can see the f*ckin BVDs outlines oh f*ck!!!
stay totally still
stay totally still
it's a f*ckin Sassafrassquatch
I've been searchin for him for 10 years, and now's my chance to capture him
and i'm not movin...awwoh f*ck!!!
he's usin the web, he's usin the web
usin the spidey he's freazin the audience
he's usin the f*ckin spidey, ...dwah it didn't hold him
it f*ckin holds almost everybody, but it didn't work on Sass...
he f*ckin used a matrix move, he f*ckin used a matrix move ...Douche! want fuckin ball...want the fuckin...goin down somebody help us!
he's got a tranquilizer gun, David Dark's got a tranquil gun...he shot him in the ass with a tranquilizer gun...but it didn't hahaha
here comes Sassafrass, he's lookin really pissed off...now what the f*ck is happenin tonight-it's lookin like a fight hahaha...(wheezey laugh)

"

HAHAHA...well anyways, I love Jack Black...he's hilarious!

minirockerchick @ 2004-11-08T08:40:00

2004-11-08T14:49:57Z

Sitting here with my last thoughts for the quarter. I'm in my dorm room sippin on mint tea and listening to Dave...beautiful morning. Oh yeah, and it's 30 degrees outside! Sometimes when you're alone in your dorm room you think...hmm...I have no one to chill with, no one to talk to...no one. But, that's just because you're used to being around people all the time...soooo I wanted to update you all on the REAL life of yours truly for this quarter and on all of my favorite people here..well my chicas for now, and the boys can wait for later ... like it should be hehe {{and if you're not on here, it's because I'm getting a hand cramp...not gonna lie :)...}}

Well, I've gotta start off with my F*KN WONDERFUL ROOMMATE!!!

Eva-Whoever was assigning roommates must have really liked me because they picked a great one for me! You are so awesome and YES I would like to room with you next year or at least room in the same hall cuz you're a great roommate...I can talk to you about anything and we have tons of fun. and oh, do we know how to clean up...our room! Halloween, PPD party, going out every freakin night possible...old and new boys, eating at SHIVELY woot woot! luv u girl! We ARE in the PIMPETTE ROOM!!!!!

Emily-My third floor BF! OmYGOsh you're awesome...you and "lil craig"..."he's gonna be a socca playa...he is, he iiiiiss!" Love you to death...and we're definitley gonna live together next year or the next year as neighbors! GO CHIO AND PI PHI WOOPTY WOOT WHAT! There are so many things! Love bein crazy with you and having all those sleepovers! lol...and watching movies and staying up talking till, i dunno, what 6 am when we have to get up at 8 am for KEGS and EGGS! lol...minus the eggs! You're an awesome Cali-style girl with the PA-flair and I love you to pieces! MWAH

*I'm gonna have to make these shorter cuz I gotta go to class...*

Sarah and Chelsie-shioott...girls you are CRAZY AS ME and I love it! I'll always be down for Cosmo and makin fun of the OC! Chels...you're the greatest cheerleader I know...and Sarah, you can decorate like it's nobody's business! Awesome awesome awesome and i love ya

Jeanne and Lisa-OMG...this weekend was so freakin fun...even staying in on Friday like we did...oh yeah, i left someone in my room alone last night...zzz zzz zzz...oops! lol...the "movies," staying up till 5 am playing the "guess who's a virgin" game, and ofcourse watching XZibit in the Best ShOw EvEr CReaTed, PIMP MY RIDE!!!!! '''thas only early in the morning, you supposed to be up cookin breakfast or somethin by then, so it's like an alarm clock WOOWOOOOOO!''' go whistle tips and shower parties...who's gonna be lucky number 24...I totally miscalculated there i swear ... *smiles deviously* LISA you're the most AMAZING harlem shaker I've ever known!

Genna with a G!-or as i like to say "G-dizzle" You are the most fun lovin, random person I've ever met and I'm so damn lucky! And yes, your hair IS straight, but you can always straighten it again! lol...*Catches an apple* it's gonna be a good day! Excuse me, I'm on dayquill! Sleepovers and getting up to talk to my mom on the phone for 3 hours...dont' forget our "book club" hehe...playin Kings, Parties, Halloween, Dancing, smokin stogey pix, G!!!!! There have been so many great times and they just keep comin~love you to death girl! TO BED I SAID

Francie-my awesome little girlie from the fourth floor! You are so cute...and such a badass with you're eyebrow piercing, but don't worry I won't think you're scary I promise! All of our plans seem to not really go through, but you're still the most awesome girl I met at orientation and I love you to pieces and I'm SO HaPPy WE"RE BOTH CHI-Os!!!! HOOTY HOOTY

Amanda B-AKA...the Godfather! We've had so many fun times and I've never met a girl who makes being a bitch look like so much damn fun! lol...love you gal and all our crazy times we've had! Party party party, you're still my hero when it comes to bonging beers...glad we're both CHI-Os!

Carol-you are an awesome Big Owl! You've made me feel so welcome into the Chi-O house and you're so much fun...especially at that Delts social...yay for Highlighter parties and dancing on tables! lol...I hope you're my big but if not you'll always have a special place in my heart! love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (with lots of exclamation marks! :) )

Michelle-you're so awesome girl..so chill...even though you're from that golden land of the "beautiful people"...aka, Maumee, OH! We'll have to watch SuPeR TrOoPeRs one of these days! Never met someone (well, some republican) so driven by their political views and someone else so utterly in love with that big hunk-BUSH! gotta love him, ain't he cute! I'm so glad you like lookin at photo albums with the boys at 3 am...that's the good stuff girl! So many things to say...I will ALWAYs be here to straighten your hair! much love to ya

Mallory-aka...my other closet, I think I still have three shirts of yours and a jean jacket...you have the CUTEST fashion sense...it's not even just cute, it's way beyond! Including your room...way Pier One! You're such a genuine sweetie, who takes for ever to find something to wear, but you always look awesome! Such a loyal friend and an all around awesome gal, so glad I met you...let's hit the bars! MWAH

Brittany-You are so SWEET and I HEART YOU...such a sweetie, you're like the gal I feel like I've known forever! So cute and you love green! Such a great friend, throwing great parties, with an amazing laugh that brightens up any 30degree day! You're so genuine and i can talk to you about anything in the world...from boys to family to classes...to trying to remember just what happened on Halloween...still a bit fuzzy! lol... You've got it all together girl and I'm lucky to know you!

Lauren and Amanda-aka, our awesome next door neighbors! I love you gals so much, and i'm so glad we all go out together and have crazy random birthday parties and scream over seeing eachother in yearbooks which, frankly, we don't know "those people in there!" So glad we both go to 180 girlie Q...you are an inspiration to me Lauren! We'll go running yet!

I really wish I could keep going...I want to mention Kelly, Claire, Jessica, Karen, Jenn, Kate, Erin, Suzanne, Katie, Ashley (aka...Erika apparently ;) ), and all of my Chi-O girlies! Love you all so much! I've got to go to class...in 15minutes and I still need to shower!

Have a great day everyone and don't forget about those people you love and who love you!
2 more weeks till I'm going (going) back (back) to Cali (Cali)...and I CAN'T WAIT.

Great Aunt Sis, I love you so much, you were the greatest, sweetest, gentlest woman I've ever known and I wish I could've spent even more time with you than I had. I will miss you and you're beautiful smile but I know you're in a better place and out of all your mental and physical pain. I'll miss you. I'll always love you.

RIP October 28th
May you rest in peace and find yourself dancing with Angels.

how did college get so rad?

2004-09-09T12:51:45Z

Currently I'm sitting in m dorm room...across from the 2nd floor bathroom..and wondering WHY ON EARTH did Drew and I go to breakfast at 7:00 am!!! I thought I had to buy books but it turns out that the bookstore isn't open till after my first class at 10...so in essence, I'll take care of that later...good thing I only have to sit through two grueling classes today!
Not too grueling...here's the breakdown

French 211 at 10:10 (all classes start at 10 min. past) with this old professor guy...he's so nice...lots of work though

Journalism at 12:10 lots of work...a quiz on 20 words every day...actually I should study soon for that. Nice teacher...she's new...but not stupid...

History: Modernity! at 2pm and my professor is so cute! and he's only like 6 years older than me...not saying I'm looking...he's just good looking and nice! :)

I-Art from 6:10 to 8:00...this is a bit of a strange class...our teacher is a SUPER NICE Chinese woman with a sweet *ss name! WangYiyou! Her given name "yiyou" means something poetic..."feminine and pretty white clouds floating far and wide across the sky"...i think. And then I have the entire boys (and i mean boys) hockey team. They're so stupid...but funny as hell! just messin around the whole class. Which I'll admit makes it sooooooo much more interesting but I get all nervous at the same time...they think they're the sh*t. And I sit next to "Crazy John"...I'll keep y'all updated.

and actuall no, they don't really say y'all in Ohio...just "pop"...that's soda for all my Cali people.

What else...well, not a lot goin on with the nightlife this week but the weekend was INCREDIBLE...hangin out with diff. people...Drew, Genna, Mike (HOTT), Katie, Eva, Drew, Andrew, Bryant, Michelle, Lauren, Amanda*2, Cody, Lisa, Jeanne, Doug, etc...meeting more people tomorrow night...might not remember all of their names tho... for undisclosed reasons ofcourse. Played tennis too...and then it rained on all of us...and the hot guys were shirtless...can you just say beautiful.

Why do boys' rooms smell so awful? Boys...just spray cologne in your room and you'll smell better, your stuff with smell better, and girls will be falling all over themselves to try and get in there to that heavenly smell! I LOVE the smell of a good cologne! There are some "make ya weak at the knees kinds" too...but ofcourse I couldn't say which ones because then you'd all know one of my weaknesses! ;)

So my cuz is gonna pick me up this weekend so we can party in Columbus...YAY! my weekends are AWESOME here! Really livin up to the top5th party school in the nation! woohoo! Chris I hope you're reading this cuz when I come to NY for this club even in the spring, baby we better be hittin the clubs!

so it's been interesting here...my roommate and I get along great...tonight we have a hall-social bbq...induction ceremony was cool including the teachers dressing up in their appropriate academia robes and all the freshman parading through the main gates behind the band! and then...just frat house after frat house and Palmer St., Mill St., Court St., High St., State St. parties...the parties are EVERYWHERE! I LOVE BEING A GIRL...it's like a free invite anywhere. Automatic offers...and since I'm a freshman girl...even better!

And I've been working out everyday and eating healthy for any of you who have been worried about my personal well being!

Otherwise...I miss my Cali friends and I hope that I get visited by someone but we'll c cuz that's still in the works!

Yaeger-bombs this Friday(I mean, ahem, we're playing cards mom!) So excited...I LOVE MY DORM AND I LOVE MY SCHOOL AND I LOVE COLLEGE LIFE and most of all...

I LoVe YoU!

Big ol

2004-08-12T15:01:20Z

Hullo again!

I haven’t updated in a while because honestly…so many things have been going on and my life has been a non-stop whirlwind lately. So it’s really quite nice to sit at my computer this morning at 7am and relax…aka…the rents woke me up and I can’t get back to sleep!

Brandon made me dinner last week…we’re talking Home Made Chinese Food people. Turns out he is thinking about opening up a restaurant when he’s older…look out Vlade!…someone with some real style and cooking abilities.

So…hmmm…most recently I went to Lake Sheridan again and nearly broke my leg jumping off the launch pod and I was thrown from the PATRIOT! (their new tube) 3 very memorable times…including one where I had to put myself back together in the water. Went wakeboarding but I’m really rusty…then had a BBQ and showed Julie my new phone…it’s awesome…with a camera and everything.

Camp Far West and Lake Oroville are this weekend…my parents insist that they know that I want to go camping so we’re going…though I’ve pleaded my case to not go many many times.

Went to the Underground…lemme just say that I met some VeRy SwEeT New Yorkers there!!! Who knew!? They were in the band Arcasia and they are traveling around (from NY) …and I decided to just walk up and hug the dude…he was awesome and very friendly and his pants were tighter than mine. (naturally, Josh suggested that I just get tighter pants then…you’re a politician Josh). Next up was Melisma and they were incredible…I hope Luke believed me when I told him that because they really were awesome…the best thing there…even better than Arcasia who were very similar to Coheed. And Gabe…Isaac and Jake’s cute brother was an incredible singer! He hit high notes that I can only dream about…and the song about “her eyes” was really pretty. Luke’s drumming brought back memories. Some good, some great! The other bands weren’t very good…Scary Kids Scaring Kids was like watching Taking Back Sunday and Thursday all rolled into one. But they get props cuz they’re touring from AZ and they had 3 guys on guitar…one small dancing pianist *good one Josh* a bassist and a drummer…so 6 guys on stage…all in tight pants with crazy hair! Who knew the Underground was such a touring roadstop. Finally there was another band…a family event where: mom, dad, little bro and his buddy, and 90 YEAR OLD GRANDMA were at the show. It was hilarious! Grandma was rockin’ out…doin the traditional head-bob.

So that was fun…wish you could’ve come Erika and Tangy Mangy.

Uh…a short random hang out with Laura and we both slept through our alarms…I officially sucked at directions too. Go left…errr right…no straight off the exit but merge left and the shopping center is on your right….squint. You get the idea. Twas very fun tho…every day with Laura is a great one. Then we really got to hang out and watch random movies…and eat Nilla Wafers WITH MILK! Yum.

Allie’s play was incredible…that girl can SING…which we all knew…but she can DANCE too! Poor Jimmy just watchin the whole time. Though he doesn’t like to dance much. What a catch tho…they are SO cute together!!! They’re even both blonde and sweet and just awesome people. I had never seen West Side Story before … but if you want to see an incredible representation of it go to the Tower Theatre in Roseville this weekend…it’s $18 but well worth it.

Church was fun too…we sang a new song by Matt Mahr…t’was B E A Utiful…and Brandon came (surprised me) and everyone loved him. Then we all went to Chili’s afterward and flirted with the gay waiter…until he played with my hair…then it was all over for my friendliness. Then I focused on the millions of “private calls” that I was getting from someone (*cough* Trevor *cough*) The waiter was really crushing on Sean and Sebass though. He thought Seabass was the hottest thing since sliced bread!!! And he gave Sean a “special” handshake when we left. What a spark! What a connection! OOoooooh Honey!

Sadly, I took a raincheck on the Incubus concert but that didn’t stop me n’ K-dawg (aka Katie-D) from having a “Boycott Incubus Cuz We’re Bitter” day. It was fantabulous and later on I finally got to paint with Dan, Brad, and his friend Alex. So fun…lots to finish though. Gotta call Brad back today. Sidenote…I love gay guys! Now Dan is spreading a rumor that I have 3 boyfriends because I walked into Petroglyph with the (and I quote) “incredibly sexy, you can’t have none-a this, big shouldered, no nonsense…uhh…I’m super” walk. So I suppose that would allude to whatever he’s alluding.

Um…partied a lot last weekend which was awesome…I really had been missin it and missing my Schnenna from all the traveling. Met lots of cool people and got to hang out with Schnenn and Kimmy this weekend. Another “shindig” tonight…actually two, but one is for work. So if you need me call my cell! My last day of work is tomorrow!!! Woohoo!!! I love the kids but they’re drivin me crazy and I wanna go to college!

Also, I heard the Used are coming…and I know Jack Johnson is coming in August…and Taking Back Sunday is coming October 12^th. Shouldn’t it be 12vth…or 12fth?

What a small world it is…Dana knows Andy, Dave, and John and she came to breakfast club randomly yesterday morning. I know John, Dave and Andy from church and Dana from work who also knows Meredith who I work with who knows Miles and Elliot and Elaine from Oakmont and we both work with Katie who has now been dating John for a year or two and their best friends who I know, Laura and Ryan and Gordo, Meredith knows, too! And Miles knows Shannon who knows me from school and Bilboa from ice skating…so it’s all just a crazy mixed up small world and I love it! O yeah, and the hott guys drove by last night in there white truck…both of them…and one was wearing hot glasses, and he had hot hair, and was wearing a hot (not hotpink…hott pink) pink w. white stripes shirt and they gawked out the window at me, smiled and waved. I am so blushing now! I was just in my scrubbies too! Sweetness…Aww…the boys down the street…sooooooo hot want to touch the hiney, arouuuuah!!! (Billy Madison-ish) But I’m not really lookin right now.

So that’s my update for today…it’s been a long time but there’s been so much goin on…I’ll be Sea-dooin this weekend… and Friday is the big BBQ! Now for a long, hot bubble bath with Nemo Bubbles...perfect start for a day! Only 3 more weeks and one day till I leave for Ohio!!!

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Ok, if you were calling a girl a “dime” what would you be saying??? Comments please!

love you all

sea doooooooooooooooo

2004-06-26T15:58:39Z

Hey all…no update in a while but u know how summer goes…a mile a minute! So don’t blink

Anyway…so goin to the lake today to break in the new Jet Ski YEHAW…then partyin the night away

So many things have been goin on in my life…catching up with new people, finding my true friends, doing lots of church stuff…working…

So…what can I talk about. How about a little inspiration for all of you who think they are so down on their luck…I know how you feel-probably not entirely the same but close.
Look on the bright side of things…when there is darkness yet you focus on the light, no shadows can haunt you. GET OUT AND DO STUFF!!! Seriously…I have become so fat and lazy and just bored as hell…a little sad too, because I was just hangin around the house and not doing anything…but now, working, hangin out with people…not always for partying, but just being with people, and playing games has seriously brought me to a better place. Oh yea, and also kickin the prayer in to high gear. Foshizzly my breakfast clubbers!

Otherwise…if anyone wants to hang out or GO CRAZY just gimme a call! I’m just 7 digits away

Unless you live in another area code ofcourse

Hmm…ok 7 or 10 digits

JET SKI here I come!

Current Musical Selection

2004-06-02T09:18:55Z

listening to "WoW Hits 2003"

SHIBBY

especially "Holy" by: Nichole Nordeman

and "Wonderful, Merciful Saviour" by: Selah

people everywhere, stop being mean to eachother

My recent livelihood

2004-06-02T09:16:17Z

well, graduation was shocking to the system and quick
i sat there next to laura and katherine in a big white dress ... we all looked beautiful
lol...erika, that picture turned out just as you intended...as far as your favorite aspect of the dress! hehe
sebastian tried to talk to laura and i...she was fine, i was freakin out near like...lol, i was so nervous i just could not hold a conversation
so we graduated and fam and i just partied hardy

and then the next day after a bit of awesome graduation partying ... my cousins and i and jenna, laura, and ben (aka sebass) went back to my house to celebrate! the euchre way!!!!
and i discovered that Jenna makes her mamosas a tid bit strong
the hard way

so laura left schnenna left...ben and i sat on my driveway chatting so we didn't wake up the sleeping cousins...talked about lots of things...saw daniel driving home from Senior Ball and drove up to his house...he freaked out and thought he was seeing things (us)...duh, he was...then i ran home
or was i driven home

hmm...

not important

so the next days were all about partying it up with the fam...i missed Michael's, Marycon's, and Marisa's grad parties sadly...but fam is fam

walked into PacSun and got shotdown by someone...but my cousin Ted was there so it turned out ok...aww he was so supportive, what a cool cousin...can't worry about little things...when there are greater things to be accomplished

bought shoes, a belt, shirt...

anyways, gonna fast forward

i remember going to Target with Laura and Sebastian after we had done something earlier...O YEAH, we saw SHREK 2!!! AWESOME!!! NOOOTTT MMMYYYY GUUUMMMMDRRRROPPP BUUUTTTONNNNSSS (hehe)

went to Folsom Lake with Madison...soooo hott (boys) want to touch the hiney! lol...um...so we get there and almost instantly 3 big buses of boys come from like Rio Linda or some place SWEET...except we had to go pick up sean from school...but we did get a few waves and head nods and lots of smiling ... yay for sean, he's a stud and fixed my speakers in my car...then we went back to the lake and the boys had migrated a bit...now with most of their shirts off...too the grassy area, so we just layed out under the sun on the beach...the very, very, very long beach...and watched them
the Goatee guy WAS the hottest Maddy Mang

ok...so the target stuff happened after that

then um...i was really sick (almost well at the moment)
so i missed all graduations and baccalaureates...CBHS, PVHS, JHS
is Christian Brothers CBHS or just CB

anyway so the next events up until right now are all part of the LSC FILES
aka...the...Laura Sebastian Claire Files
i feel like i've been adopted into a general family consisting of L and S and their families...and i've forsaken my own

anyway, so we grad partied a bit on sat...went to Stevizzle's grad party next...then went back up to Laura's to go to grad night

so Ben, Laura, Domingo and I get ready to leave for grad night...we drive to the front of the school and then realize all the gates are locked so we full out run around to the back...over hills and orange fences, around the priest parking, and through a lot of sprinklers...get to the back

hm...the band ... well, i guess they DID play a bit of Dave Matthews...but otherwise...stick to your day jobs! I think they were individually talented...just underpracticed together

on the bus...talked to Brandon and Matt all the way up...Master L was pretty quiet
got there...saw my buddy Allison outside just chillin...not part of the gradnight tho
erika, brandon, ben, laura...many more...we were the first 10 people to ride the FREAKIN AWESOME go carts...i love bumper cars but i got thrashed by James Kilton's gal...she rammed me like 4 times...but i spun out skippy and almost got brandon

erika said this already, but then we went to the wave pool...stripped down to cute cute bikinis and ran in...so fun
except i got picked up and thrown around a bit more than i wanted...but it was all fun and i loved my bikini which made it all worth while
wanted to stay in the water after the wave pool funness so I went down the Stealth with CJ, so did Master-L and ben, and Brandon went solo...way fun...then we all went down the Revolution (the toilet bowl one)

let's see..then went in, had free pizza...then Brock taught me how to play crapps and i won LOTS of money after starting with only 2 red chips...then we both lost it all...but we each stil had our lil green cards good for $10,000 in chips...so i went over to the blackjack table and won it all back again...times 20ish...ended up with two purples, one black, and 4 reds...so LOTS of raffle tickets...
Brandon is pretty good at Blackjack

uh...then we watched Andy Adams do DDR...WHOA! He's amazing!!!
then we went to see people get Hypnotized...and then it wound down to a close...I had SO MUCH FUN...I met this one guy who i forgot i knew...and well, actually that happened with two people...and then omgosh on the bus back to JHS...i was so tired that i could NOT SHUTUP! I talked the whole way home!!! literally...but we all were jokin around so it was alright...GO GREEN SMILEY FACE BUS!!! Got back to JHS...took a last look at the people I went to LHS with...lots of 'em i won't see n e more...then went back to the car while Domingo and Ben fought...but Master-L and i thought it was funny n e ways...it was now 6am

accidently told Ben to meet us at Denny's that morning...we definitely weren't there
so then slept over at lauras...got breakfast 9 hours later...ben, laur, and i went to Lake Sheridan...FUN TIMES! Late night card games, golf carts on hills, tubing, tanning, wakeboarding, good food, TGIFriday Mudslide mix, and movies!!! So ofcourse the first thing ben does when we get to the lake is throw laura and I in the lake...fully clothed...o, it was on then! o and then ben slept in my car. AND THERE WERE SUPER COOKIE SANDWICHES!!!

ERIKA YOU WOULDA BEEN SO PROUD OF ME!!! I WAS WAKEBOARDIN LIKE A PRO!!!

cleaned up motorhome...took forever, and pulled out...ended up swimmin at my house and watchin 2 movies...only to decide that the marathon must not end...so we drove up to Sactown to see Troy
instead of goin to the movies, we rented Billy Madison to watch...saw Katie O and Colin at Hollywood and we ended up making ice cream sundaes (only after Ben convinces a lady in Ralphs that he is a hottie) with the mcrew and hibernating in the kitchen because of the odd movie in the back room...DON'T watch any movie called ELEPHANT...just save yourself the anxiety and don't even touch it...even though the one guy is freakin hot

taught marycon to play Euchre...i'm doing my part to spread the fever in California
everyone left...took our euchre player...but it was ok, we'll have to teach everyone else next time...again it's just ben, laura, and i, watchin Billy Madison and eating an entire box of cherries

then we all fell asleep and ben left and ofcourse we didn't end up really going to sleep until 5 am...and then were moved to another room at 7:30...so we slept till 11:30, or so i thought...so i got up quick to be home by noon...except i later found out that the clock was an hour fast...dangit all

so had an hour to kill and went to the deli-bean on El Camino. We both had enough stamps for a free coffee each...so we had free coffe...but Marcy was nice about it.

came to my house and decided to go through old cassettes so Laura could have some music while she drove...that girl needs a cd player. uh...then we watched a bit of a movie and looked at a photo album...and then we decided that her mom wouldn't believe us if we said there was 2 hours of traffic (for being late) and we decided to close the Marathon with a hug. We were so sentimental today!
So that brings me to writing tons of thank-you cards and fixing our house alarm...our house was so freakin cold all day...and then talkin about schedules.

i guess i won't be here for christmas...i'm so freakin bitter...but i'll be here for thanksgiving which will be before people come home...then i'll be leaving early to go back..and working in between, basically leaving like a choppy one week period where i could MAYBE see some of my highschool friends...bitter bitter grr grrr

anyways, otherwise...made a couple of new friends over the last few days and definitely bonded with friends.

now i think i'll go to bed...and i think i'll need a back rub (sore all over from doing 2 big faceplants while i was wakeboarding) from Sean and we need to watch School of Rock. Tomorrow *ahem* today, looks promising!

oh, and this is a cool quote:

"I'm so ready to be in-love, I'm so ready to be sick to my stomach missing somebody, I'm so ready to say goodbye to my girlfriend when she comes to visit me for 2 days and choke on my tears in the back of the van silently for the first half hour of the ride. I want it. It's just not my time." -John Mayer

love is a scary but amazingly fun feeling...can't say i've been there for sure

minirockerchick @ 2004-05-15T22:13:00

2004-05-16T05:14:52Z

TigerEyes0707: do you know what the highest IQ u can have is
beastyboys10: i think somewhere around 225, but genius is anything above 125

ok hopefully that's true...cuz Quizmo.com says that i got a 136!!!

I'm such a genius...the world is pretty lucky to have me in it! ... hope you all know i'm kidding about the genius bit :p

changing this entry a bit

2004-05-05T03:51:47Z

thanks harry for your support

after much thought i have discovered that i made a healthy choice...although it may cause a little tension with some friends, it was the right thing to do.

it's not good to be unhappy...especially when you are trying to convince yourself that you are.

instead of trying to be perfect for everybody else, i'm going to work on doing things my Myself...

i've already started this...doing more art, trusting God and myself more, playing tennis again, talking with old friends, going to concerts again...

finding myself again has been so great and i've been able to talk to people easier and not put on airs with them. I just had a great conversation with Luke yesterday, and Allie, and Rich man, you've been really awesome too. I love you all.
i found that i lost myself, and it is now the perfect time to turn that around and find myself again.

Be true to yourself no matter what!

Things are going well for me and I'm looking forward to a great, carefree, easy goin summer...stress free baby!

o yeah, and the INCUBUS concert is going to ROCK MY SOCKS OFF!!! YAYAYAYAY

oh yeah, and i ACED my CALCULUS TEST!!! AMEN TO THAT Y'ALL!!!

i love crazy conversations that don't make sense..

2004-04-27T12:58:50Z

TigerEyes0707: anywho, how are you?
Seb0485: i am doin alright, still a tad sick
Seb0485: how bout yourslef?
Seb0485: self*
TigerEyes0707: doin good
TigerEyes0707: calm
TigerEyes0707: not so tired
Seb0485: yeah?
Seb0485: nervous bout nething? anxious? perturbed
Seb0485: err...
Seb0485: whatever that word is...
TigerEyes0707: yes ofcourse
Seb0485: too big of a word for me to use
Seb0485: yes of course you are nervous?
TigerEyes0707: well, the baby is due any day now
Seb0485: ahhh, i c
TigerEyes0707: and you know that motorcycle gang i was it
TigerEyes0707: in8-)
Seb0485: oh, yeah
Seb0485: forgot bout that
TigerEyes0707: well, they're upset because I traded in my harly for a suzuki
Seb0485: so waht u gonna name him?
TigerEyes0707: harley*
Seb0485: or her...
TigerEyes0707: who?
Seb0485: ur baby
TigerEyes0707: the baby?
Seb0485: yeah
TigerEyes0707: o geeze, that's up to the mother
TigerEyes0707: it's not my baby
TigerEyes0707: duh
Seb0485: i thought you were joking...who is having a baby?
TigerEyes0707: lol, i am joking
Seb0485: we are on completely different pages here...this is all flying right over my head
TigerEyes0707: uh, and i don't know who's having a baby
TigerEyes0707: yes, well, ok let's just move on then
Seb0485: lol
Seb0485: good idea

ps...no i'm not planning on having any babies at the moment thank you.

minirockerchick @ 2004-04-27T05:51:00

2004-04-27T12:52:25Z

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